chase and see.

Dunnnnn dun dun.

Wed, 30 Dec 2009 15:26:30 GMT

Wellp, its almost about time for my annual year in review. And for once, this one isnt going to be sad. I think 2009 was a pretty darn good year. :)

b00.

Sun, 27 Dec 2009 23:29:53 GMT

It sucks without you around.

It's chreeesmas.

Fri, 25 Dec 2009 19:22:01 GMT

And I've got everything I need. :)

woooot!

Thu, 24 Dec 2009 15:55:49 GMT

officially halfway done the massage program! (yes, I did pass physiology!)

Oh shaith it's collddd.

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 22:18:43 GMT

Felt like -20 according to the weather man today, which is why I made the wise decision to stay inside today.
My day consisted of the following:
-3 hours of the OC
-An additional hour of the OC caught on television
-Watched Role Models
-Played about 2 hours worth of Yoshi's Island
-Ate a retarded amount of my mom's chocolate candy cane cookies

Pretty darn productive if you ask me. I got my schedule for semester 4 today and she's a beauty. Provided I don't have clinic on Thursdays, I have that day off! But even if I do, I won't have to be there until 2, or 5, depending on when my shift starts. But it's definitely the best schedule yet, only one 8 am! Which isn't until Friday! Marks come out tomorrow and although I am fairly confident that I passed it no probs, I'm still paranoid about physiology. I needed six marks to pass, which works out to 25% on the test. I'm sure I got it, I just worry. So provided I passed everything, I will be officially halfway done the MT program! Hoooow exciting!

Call me lame but....

Mon, 21 Dec 2009 02:45:31 GMT

I miss you.

Sat, 19 Dec 2009 21:28:07 GMT

halfway done MT.
no school for 3 weeks.

<3

fuckkkkk.

Tue, 15 Dec 2009 23:41:09 GMT

I don't LJ enough and it is kind of depressing haha, I guess I just don't have time for it really right now between everything going on in life (bf, school, work, etc). But Christmas break is 2 exams away and I will likely be writing a lot then since I'll be doing a whoooole lot of sitting around at home and relaxing. I'm so tired right now, I wish instead of studying I could just chill and watch the OC or a movie or something. But I have to study like, 704059830 muscles for my OP tomorrow instead, and I'm finding it insanely difficult to focus. Like I know them, but I don't know them enough to recite them. Well, that's a lie, I know a few. But there are so many god damn of them in your legs/feet. It's retarded. I keep getting distracted. By MSN. By tweezing my eyebrows. By my nephew. By anything that's better or more interesting than studying muscles basically. Bahhh, two more exams, two more exams....

we'll order in and watch tv.

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 01:54:28 GMT

i feel good, when i know you're coming down
i feel good, you're the best friend that i've found
so quit your life and stay with me
<3

TWO MORE FUCKING WEEKS LEFT.

Fri, 04 Dec 2009 01:07:33 GMT

YAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYY.
I can't wait for holidayz.
Time to sleeeep.
Time to do nothinggsss.
Time to spend with my micohssss.
:D:D

Wed, 02 Dec 2009 00:03:07 GMT

happy three months...

:D

Sat, 28 Nov 2009 02:39:01 GMT

2
weeks
of
classes
left

WOOP.

:(

Sun, 22 Nov 2009 21:28:28 GMT

Nicole + last night = douchery.

ps...

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 04:20:25 GMT

Deurrrrrp.

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 04:19:16 GMT

I just spent the last 3 and a half hours cramcramcramming for my physiology test tomorrow. I feel slightly more confident than I did for the last two, but Im still not expecting any fabulous marks. A 60 would be nice, ha. It's crazy to think there is 5 weeks, well less than 5 weeks now left of school then its christmas break. a whole month off = a dream come true <333 haha. i needs it so bad.
blehhhafhoasfhaofhafaoifhasohfoasfoafppoooopooo.

On a shitey weathered Thursday in November....

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 19:30:44 GMT

...A goourl made her LJ dp a picture of her and a boi for the first time eeeever...how exciting haha. I dicked with it a little, I think it's pretty darn cute :) We have now been together two whole months, which is surreal in a way, but in another way it feels like we have been together twice, possibly thrice as long. Things have been going well in that department, and in most departments in my life. School is alright, stressful as always, but I'm puttering through sem 3, I think I just might make it, ha. I just need to get my shit together in physiology and I'll be fine.
In other news, as mentioned in the title of this entry, it is the horribly gloomy month of November once again and that means that the dreaded S-word/C-word is on the way. Not looking forward to another 4+ months of snow/ice/dangerous driving conditions/sub-zero temperatures/shitty Bradbury driveway, etc. But whatever, it's inevitable I suppose. Winter brings Christmas, which is alright, and New Years too. Maybe it won't be so bad this year since I have a lot more good going on in my life. :)

...But i still hate it. haaahaha

So it's Friday nighhhht.

Sat, 31 Oct 2009 01:34:43 GMT

The last Friday of October to be exact.....boooo. November is the worst month ever, always hahaha. It starts to get cold and snowy and I hate the thought of that more than anything.
But whatever, it's inevitable I suppose. This weekend should be good, it's Halloween, and I'm going out for the first time in a couple years, even though I'm working. I'm dressing up as a bee, and I pretty much made the costume (well, the bee part anyway), and I think I did a pretty darn good job. :) It'll be nice to get one last hurrah before reading week is over and I am back in the hell grip of sem 3.
Gah, tonight is so super lazy. Maybe I'll go make cooookies. Or watch a moooovie. Or something.

sleepiest girl of life.

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 01:24:16 GMT

so one more day to go until i am on glorious reading week, something that i dessssperately need because sem three is driving me up the wall. okay, its not THAT bad, just highly stressful. i had my first clinic shift the other night, and i think it went quite well. i was really nervous but i found that went away pretty darn quick, thankfully.
i cannot wait for a whole week off to sleeeep and sleeeeep and sleeeeep. hopefully i'll get to do something fun with micohhh. speaking of micoh, things are fantastic with him. im more in looovez than ever. :) our two month (WOAH, lawl) is coming up soon. it definitely feels like it has been much much muccccch longer, like a year or some shit haha. but im happy, really happy with him and things just seem to be getting better. :)
ive been reading past entries from the summer, and its funny how i was all worried about never getting the chance to date him and such. i had a feeling about it, and apparently my gut instinct was right. i'm so glad i found him.
<3

(L)

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 01:38:53 GMT

you've changed my life.

poooop. its almost reading weeeek.

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 00:22:54 GMT

So i survived op #1, and passed. 76%. not my best but still pretty good considering how difficult it was. last week was just terrible in terms of school. a physiology test and an OP in the same week proved to be interesting, similar to the week last year where i had a bellringer and an OP on the same day, 10 minutes apart actually haha. thaaat was fun. im doing really shitty in physiology which im not really happy about but whatever, i dont even care hahah. as long as i pass and make it to sem 4 i will be a happy camper.
im just so worn out and i need reading week desperately. thankfully its almost here!
gah, i hate school.

eff being sick

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 02:18:29 GMT

im tired
my body aches
all i want to do is sleeeep
but i have my first OP tomorrow. 30%. and its going to be hard. really really really effing hard.
i feel as if im...maybe 75-80% ready. but my mind keeps tricking me into thinking im not.
im just so exhausted. this is wearing me down. :(

ugh

Tue, 13 Oct 2009 22:19:21 GMT

i have like no motivation right now. :(

diz iz luhvvv. <3

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 16:59:11 GMT

So perfect. <3

tee hee.

Fri, 02 Oct 2009 02:43:02 GMT

one month. <3

teh life update.

Sat, 26 Sep 2009 00:19:04 GMT

weelll...i have certainly been slacking huge time in the LJ department, other than silly little cutesy entries that are suuuper vague, but pretty straight to the point.
life is well...really good lately. i am struggling a bit to get back into a school routine, but thats to be expected. im going to have to work really hard this semester, and im really hoping the stress of my fairly tough classes doesnt get the best of me. its kinda nice to be back though, keeps me really busy. the best thing by far about life right now, is this amazing boy im dating. its so crazy how it all just kind of...fell into place. but in the greatest way possible. like...i was kinda scared at the rate it was moving, simply because as ive written about countless times before, i have been petrified of letting myself to become vulnerable to someone, because i fear heartbreak like its nobody's business, thanks to a certain douchey ex. but the last month has honestly been so fucking amazing. its so nice to have him, hes funny, he makes me laugh, he takes care of me, he shows that he cares me 29095345093 times more than matt ever did, in so much less time. its just so nice. aaand the L bombs been dropped. fairly early probably, but it felt so right. when i looked at him i knew i loved him. he's just so friggin good, i cant even believe i have someone like him. im so damn lucky. i knew some good had to come out of the rough times ive had with guys. and it did. hes fucking fantastic, and i love him. we spend so much time together yet never get sick of each other. its quite literally exactly what i was looking for, and exactly what i needed. i have had this idea of what kind of person i wanted to be with, and what kind of relationship i wanted and he fits it perfectly, like more than perfectly if thats possible. i just didnt think it was possible after all the shit ive been through to find something like this. but i have, and im loving every single minute of it. :)