chase and see.

2
weeks
of
classes
left


WOOP.

Nicole + last night = douchery.

I just spent the last 3 and a half hours cramcramcramming for my physiology test tomorrow. I feel slightly more confident than I did for the last two, but Im still not expecting any fabulous marks. A 60 would be nice, ha. It's crazy to think there is 5 weeks, well less than 5 weeks now left of school then its christmas break. a whole month off = a dream come true <333 haha. i needs it so bad.
blehhhafhoasfhaofhafaoifhasohfoasfoafppoooopooo.

...A goourl made her LJ dp a picture of her and a boi for the first time eeeever...how exciting haha. I dicked with it a little, I think it's pretty darn cute :) We have now been together two whole months, which is surreal in a way, but in another way it feels like we have been together twice, possibly thrice as long. Things have been going well in that department, and in most departments in my life. School is alright, stressful as always, but I'm puttering through sem 3, I think I just might make it, ha. I just need to get my shit together in physiology and I'll be fine.
In other news, as mentioned in the title of this entry, it is the horribly gloomy month of November once again and that means that the dreaded S-word/C-word is on the way. Not looking forward to another 4+ months of snow/ice/dangerous driving conditions/sub-zero temperatures/shitty Bradbury driveway, etc. But whatever, it's inevitable I suppose. Winter brings Christmas, which is alright, and New Years too. Maybe it won't be so bad this year since I have a lot more good going on in my life. :)

...But i still hate it. haaahaha

The last Friday of October to be exact.....boooo. November is the worst month ever, always hahaha. It starts to get cold and snowy and I hate the thought of that more than anything.
But whatever, it's inevitable I suppose. This weekend should be good, it's Halloween, and I'm going out for the first time in a couple years, even though I'm working. I'm dressing up as a bee, and I pretty much made the costume (well, the bee part anyway), and I think I did a pretty darn good job. :) It'll be nice to get one last hurrah before reading week is over and I am back in the hell grip of sem 3.
Gah, tonight is so super lazy. Maybe I'll go make cooookies. Or watch a moooovie. Or something.

so one more day to go until i am on glorious reading week, something that i dessssperately need because sem three is driving me up the wall. okay, its not THAT bad, just highly stressful. i had my first clinic shift the other night, and i think it went quite well. i was really nervous but i found that went away pretty darn quick, thankfully.
i cannot wait for a whole week off to sleeeep and sleeeeep and sleeeeep. hopefully i'll get to do something fun with micohhh. speaking of micoh, things are fantastic with him. im more in looovez than ever. :) our two month (WOAH, lawl) is coming up soon. it definitely feels like it has been much much muccccch longer, like a year or some shit haha. but im happy, really happy with him and things just seem to be getting better. :)
ive been reading past entries from the summer, and its funny how i was all worried about never getting the chance to date him and such. i had a feeling about it, and apparently my gut instinct was right. i'm so glad i found him.
<3

So i survived op #1, and passed. 76%. not my best but still pretty good considering how difficult it was. last week was just terrible in terms of school. a physiology test and an OP in the same week proved to be interesting, similar to the week last year where i had a bellringer and an OP on the same day, 10 minutes apart actually haha. thaaat was fun. im doing really shitty in physiology which im not really happy about but whatever, i dont even care hahah. as long as i pass and make it to sem 4 i will be a happy camper.
im just so worn out and i need reading week desperately. thankfully its almost here!
gah, i hate school.

im tired
my body aches
all i want to do is sleeeep
but i have my first OP tomorrow. 30%. and its going to be hard. really really really effing hard.
i feel as if im...maybe 75-80% ready. but my mind keeps tricking me into thinking im not.
im just so exhausted. this is wearing me down. :(

i have like no motivation right now. :(

So perfect. <3

one month. <3

weelll...i have certainly been slacking huge time in the LJ department, other than silly little cutesy entries that are suuuper vague, but pretty straight to the point.
life is well...really good lately. i am struggling a bit to get back into a school routine, but thats to be expected. im going to have to work really hard this semester, and im really hoping the stress of my fairly tough classes doesnt get the best of me. its kinda nice to be back though, keeps me really busy. the best thing by far about life right now, is this amazing boy im dating. its so crazy how it all just kind of...fell into place. but in the greatest way possible. like...i was kinda scared at the rate it was moving, simply because as ive written about countless times before, i have been petrified of letting myself to become vulnerable to someone, because i fear heartbreak like its nobody's business, thanks to a certain douchey ex. but the last month has honestly been so fucking amazing. its so nice to have him, hes funny, he makes me laugh, he takes care of me, he shows that he cares me 29095345093 times more than matt ever did, in so much less time. its just so nice. aaand the L bombs been dropped. fairly early probably, but it felt so right. when i looked at him i knew i loved him. he's just so friggin good, i cant even believe i have someone like him. im so damn lucky. i knew some good had to come out of the rough times ive had with guys. and it did. hes fucking fantastic, and i love him. we spend so much time together yet never get sick of each other. its quite literally exactly what i was looking for, and exactly what i needed. i have had this idea of what kind of person i wanted to be with, and what kind of relationship i wanted and he fits it perfectly, like more than perfectly if thats possible. i just didnt think it was possible after all the shit ive been through to find something like this. but i have, and im loving every single minute of it. :)

he loves me. :)

car's broken and i miss him like hell.

He's perfect. <3
Yep, perfect. :)

I'm laying in bed with savage butterflies, listening to silly cute music. It's been the longest we've gone without seeing each other in quite some time...only a few days, which some would call me pathetic for being all "i misssss him" about, but i don currrrr. 11:11...I just looked at the clock and it reminded me of September 1st...gahhhh. Im sososososo fucking smitten.

Things are amazing.
UH
MAY
ZING
<3

Goodbye summer 2009.
Hello semester three, year two.
Let dah good times rolll.
:)

durr.